Welcome, my name is Jason Helyar I am married to my beautiful wife Stephanie. I have three wonderful children called Eden, Kai and Hattie. I am passionate about Jesus. I lead worship in my local church and believe faith is something that needs to be lived out. For we are all judged by our actions, rather than our words.

Friday, November 04, 2005

An end of the Film moment

Do you ever watch those films that keep you guessing right until the last moment? I do, I love them.

Over the last few months my thoughts about where we as a family are to be going have been some what all over the place. But through the chaos of thoughts their have been little insights of truth. In the last few weeks they have started to come together, like at the end of the film. I tell you it has been a great relief. I still do not know all the in's and out's, but I do have a clearer picture and a direction to head in. I have a new found hope.

Even though nothing at this time in my life has changed, I feel so much more alive and excited about life again, now I have a hope. I think hope is a very powerful feeling.

Hope is necessary in every condition. The miseries of poverty, sickness and captivity would, without this comfort, be insupportable. --Samuel Johnson The Book of Positive Quotations

The very least you can do in your life is to figure out what you hope for. And the most you can do is live inside that hope. Not admire it from a distance but live right in it, under its roof. --Barbara Kingsolver (1955-___) US novelist

Hope sees the invisible, feels the intangible and achieves the impossible. --Anonymous

I won't share to much about where i feel we are going yet, but as soon as I heard about it, there was a leap of joy inside my heart. An instant feeling of excitement, and peace at the same time. It was only after I started to think about it in more details that I realized that all the pieces of the puzzle God had given me fell into place with this. You know when you get the answer an it seems so obvious, and you don't understand why you didn't see it before.

I will share more when I have definites, but for now let God Bless all of you muchly.